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Margaret A. Spiegelglas  
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On departure... with calm heart.

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 12, 2008, 12:52 PM
Tomorrow I'm leaving to Prague, for nearly two weeks. Not very happy with this journey, but I promised to take part in it, few months ago.

I will visit all the places which are only memories from my early childhood. Probably everything has changed... And that's the most difficult matter... To look on well known city, when nothing is the same as we remember... We'll see.

Here in Poland I'm leaving something beautiful. A little plant living in our emotions, our thoughts...

Long time ago I was as hopeful as now...
So hopeless hopeful...
I wish I wouldn't be this time just hopeless...

In further plans - moving to Gdańsk (Danzig) - in January 2009. And there the new life will begin...

[ Thinking about my own, personal Empire... ]

Added at 20.02:

I'm totally unimpressed and disgusted...
Eternal circle of immanence.

Added at 21.44:

I am the happiest woman in the world...!

Polish only:

Jestem napełniona miłością
Jak wielkie życie cierpieniem,
Jak czas - trwaniem.

Wyjeżdżam ze spokojnym sercem i szczęśliwą duszą.

[ I imię Twoje odmienię przez wszystkie przypadki radości... ]

5 Comments
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Swallow the sun: Don't fall asleep
  • Reading: SB a Walesa - przyczynek do biografii
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.

6 VII 2008

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 5, 2008, 4:50 PM


My hair - dreaming about you,
My skin is made of our words.

M. M. M.
Mmmm...!

Where possibilities end
And where impossibility begins?

S o c l o s e n o m a t t e r h o w f a r . . . !



3 Comments
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Novembre: Dreams D' Azur
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.

The only thought.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 21, 2008, 5:17 AM


and now it's all gone
i wish i could humm again
but my breath is too cold
and my body's stoned

the temple is empty.



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  • Mood: Pain
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.

All that is thirst...

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 19, 2008, 5:43 AM
Sweet...
Must be the new word for water

Hands...
Can't even hold a thing

The air tastes useless,
Can't get enough of this -

All that is thirst,
All that is thirst...

Playing new Hide and Seek:
Keep moving still,
Keep moving still...

Clouds...
I've tried to carry
Upon my shoulder

Keep gentle and patient
Befriend the weather

Can't get enough of this:
All that is thirst,
All that is thirst...

Playing new Hide and Seek:
Keep moving still
Keep moving still...

W y m a ż ę w a s z p a m i ę c i r o z k r w a w i o n y m i d ł o ń m i .

1 Comment
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Angels of Venice: Tears of the world
  • Reading: B. Russell: History of western philosophy
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.

18 VI 2008/ 19 VI 2008

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 18, 2008, 4:53 PM


Bo świat czasem jak skorupka orzecha, rozpada się na dwie części.

Nauczyć się żyć na nowo.

Gadzino: dziękuję.

Dopisano o godzinie 00. 47, 19 VI:

Przenika mnie chłód.
Za dnia wszystko jest dobrze.
Wieczorami, nocą - przychodzą groza i moralny terror.

Tak, A: Takie życie jest nieustanną walką ze sobą. Z własnymi marzeniami. To nieustanne pokonywanie samej siebie, to próba siły, którą - jeśli przetrwasz - staniesz się kamieniem patrzącym na świat wzrokiem charakterystycznym dla nieobecnych.

Tęsknota jest najtrudniejsza.

Dryfuję. Znów.

Dopisano o godzinie 01. 49, 19 VI:

Konflikt między dobrem a złem jest tylko chorobą umysłu.


1 Comment
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Angels of Venice: Tears of the world
  • Reading: B. Russell: History of western philosophy
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Water.
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